for me its happen all the time.

Yep, hai all :)

I just finished every test... UN.. US... UP... All. I hope I can get a best score :) hooofttt.

I'm in a bad condition, really really bad. Idk why there's something bother my head, me heart.... Something's wrong. I know it.

Beside I don't have a school (yet), hey this is different. The feelings are different. Idk why this THING keeps bothering my head. I can't forget it. Everything I touch. Everything I see, everything I have, it reminds me. Always. To that thing. Everyday.

In this, late, night, I don't know what to do. I can't sleep, I can't think, I don't know. Maybe I'm going crazy.

I can't feel anything. Its like your body without anything on it. Kopong. I feel nothing. I wonder about the one I thing about is... "What's on his/her head?" I keep thinking about it.

I'm sorry I post something trashy, but this i how I feel. Blogspot is my personal diary, but can read by some people. I feel that my blog is my only friend at night, that I can share something about "something", yuppp I can't tell you specifically about my problem, I just can't reveal it....

These day I keep watching sad movies, slow songs, thinking about nothing, daydreaming.... Oh how stupid I am. Maybe I just wasting time doing nothing, beside that, I SHOULD STUDY FOR 70 TEST. Why can I think about that days days days months months year year ago??? *hiperbola* hem stupid me.
but u know lah I'm a lazy ass kid... I'm study based on my moods. If its good, the I'll study. If its not... Then I'm gonna playing laptop, skype-ing with friends, shopping, swimming, doing crazy things, laughing out loud with sister, eating, party, and MORE!!

And the conclusion is : I must forget that thing.

Kay bye.