Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Hey May

Hi guys. Now its already eleven o clock in the night and im still in the midst of working out my presentation thing and i have many things to tell you so im gonna make it simple.

Last few days been good eventho there's slightly problems but yeah it was over. But there's MANY unbelievable and oh-my-god things happen to me. I never be in this position, and i, duh, trust me, i cant handle it myself. I got sooo confused but im still hanging on the wall. The craziest wall and that 6 years wall. I cant moved and i cant stop.I know this is embarrassing and this you cant understand my weird word here. Okay okay forget it but still im in the middle of oh-so called teenagers life.

Today in Indonesian Language class we was talking about Journalism thing. Writing is my hobby, and reading too. Its already in my blood ha ha. Then my teacher said that maybe i have a potential in journalism because i've been blogging until now. Dont know how i became so excited, but i think im into this kind of work. I love to wrote everything on my head, my feeling, and the things that bothering me so much. Because sometimes i think there's a time that even human cant understand your problem very well then you dont know how to pour your feeling into where then lastly you wrote it all. Maybe just on blog, personal diary, or maybe notes. The good things about writing your feeling and experiences is they never complained. Diary never complain. They just listened and makes you feel relieved and happy. If there any problems that keep bothering you so much, just pour it all on a diary. I swear you feel better. And there's a writing competition coming up, i dont know if i should participate or not, actually im interested, but if its feels like a heavy project then i'll just didnt participate. Now im in the middle of studying A LOT for final exam. There's a lot of pressured because my mom want me to get a better score beating all of another competitor. I hope it will happen mom, lets just keep praying to God so he can save and protect us a lot.

Monday went very well, today's too. But today i feel so dizzy and i was having a bad headache this morning when im in the trip to school. I feel my body is cold and i lacked sleep. Then i was eating panadol and going to sleep in the class for an hour. It didnt change enough but at least its making me feel better.

Okay so im gonna leave it here and start to working out my school's project and assignment now. xo thank you for listened me very well :)