Haaaaai guys its been a while. Actually only a week. hahaha. I have a lot of things to shared.... Many various things.

First of all i want to shared is about #SS4INA. Precious moment. I cant even scream or barely talk about it. I was sooooo incredibly lucky, to get the super vip part, right in front of the stage. I can see everything and not getting tired. And you must know!!! When Kyuhyun right in front of me, i gave him a love hand gesture while screaming his name, and then he see me, nodded at me, and gave his hand to me from a far. He looked at my eyes, he smiled. Oh my precious moment. I miss him sooooo much even tho i didn't like him much as before, but its okay, i like him. And then the other moment is seeing them singing and perform live in front of me is too much, and make my heart fluttered a lot. I hope God give me another lucky chance to meet them again personally and get their autograph hihi :)

And of course the other best moment in my live is seeing EXO-M perform. Im the HUGE fan of them. Too in love with them. Forever love them even before they are debuting. I wait them from last year, and then yesterday i already met them LIVE. God loves me. EXO is perfect guy. They always perform their best with skillful voice while they singing and then the choreography is so great and cool oh my these people are perfect. Seeing my baby Luhan is great, seeing my perfect husband Kris is more great, and then loving all the other member. I want to meet EXO-K too :( i want to meet all of SMTOWN family. The end of this topic.

Lately im TOO into school. Just being honest. I always do all the exercises faster than ever... Studying in all the break time... Getting more math lesson after school, and not playing around in the break time. I didnt even having a lunch or a little snack. Maybe that's why im soooo skinny these day. More skinnier. 50kg again. But my height is increasing. Now more than 172cm. Now you know how skinny i am now... right? :( and i dont know how to maintain this all yeah i want to be skinny but healthy skinny not like this yes skinny because didnt eat anything. Last week i never have a lunch or a dinner, and i keeping all my money. And i spend it all only for buying batteries for my suju's lightstick. This is pathetic but this is the truth huhuhu. Back to the problem, about school, yeah because i have to catch up all of the things so i can get a better score and getting high ratings. My mom have a high expectations on me, to get the first rank, better score than the other, get the best university with the best faculties, and i have to studying forever until i get that all. Insya Allah i get it all. I will trying extra hard to make my family proud of me and gave their 100% trust on me, because i believe that every achievement i made i will get a good payback :) it is not like i expecting a prize or something but i only want my parents trust me, that im not that kind of girl who bitching around, playing until night yeah something like that... And you know what i have an allergic when i smells smoke from cigarettes. I am more into playing laptop, blogging, instagram, laughing around with friends, skype with bestfriends, eating, watching tv and movies, listening to the music, and yeah thats all my hobbies actually hahaha lol. I want to try my best and get my best. Thats my motto. I think im not gonna have a boyf and yeah i think i want to study well until i finish high school. I want to play around but not too much. I just want to do my best to get UI-HI. Insya Allah. Amen.

Oh my... I didnt see the time. So sleepy. Its already 10 o'clock and i didnt realize it and yeah im sleepy already because school today is much tiring even tho theres no class today. I just got home at 4 o'clock in the afternoon then i ate my lunch then sleep while playing laptop. Its pathetic and forever alone and i know, but im proud of being myself all around, i believe that im not gonna take the wrong path of life, i will try to always positive thinking and working hard at my best. Thats my other motto i think, hahaha.

I Love My Life and i will dedicated my life to those who appreciated me, thank you guys, xo ♥

Tuesday morning

Hello guys!!! now im at my class working out at new geography chapter called hydrosphere. I didn't have a really good sleep last night, because im studying until midnight and then i have to do something so yeah i was sleeping at 1AM.Last week is so tiring. Even tho its holiday but i have to do a lot of things that's need my strength and power so yeah its very tiring. I'm queuing for Super Junior SS4 concert till midnight and its makes me sooooooooo tired. I didn't have my dinner, not getting any snacks, so i only drink water to fill up my tummy. But its okay. I am so happy getting my ticket. Its worth it enough. Cant wait to see you soon, EXO-M and Super Junior oppars. Lol hahahahaha.

Last week im going to Spore to have my little getaway from Jakarta. Actually i have to accompany my parents to their power plant (its not like really really a plant, guys) exhibition at Marina Bay Sands Exhibition Hall. And then i get the chances to walking around marina bay sands hotel and mall, yeah its cool! Hahaha im sooo dummy when i see those big boat in the top of the hotel. But unfortunately i didnt stay at that hotel, im staying at another hotel in orchard. I think because im alone, only with my parents, its a little bit boring. But walking around in orchard road seems fine. And then im going to the malls, buying rubi shoes like i always did when im going to spore, going to forever 21 to see some cutes dress and crop tee (but again unfortunately i only bought a simple sweater). Emm its only 3 days 2 night so walking around just fine and entertaining. Thanks mom & dad <3

Since im going to high school, i feel so weird. There something changing about my attitude. I am more calm and quiet, dont know why. I feel like listening to the music still the best hobby to do EVERYDAY. Sometimes i think i have my own imagination and my own world. But i think this hobby is not weird and scary, yeah i just feel like being alone. Not forever alone, but choosing being alone.

About my class movie project, finally i already did my acting parts. Im not really good at acting, tho. If im going to be an actress maybe im going to be the worst one. Lol hahahaha. At least im going to taking acting school first. (Like im really going to be an actress... haha).

 By the way... i really want to get  a scholarship. I really want to apply from now. I want to lived in another country, having my school outside Indonesia. Because i feel like living in another country seems so easy and fun. I want to take foreign university, the example is National University of Singapore, or maybe Princeton University, Yale University. Dreaming is good guys. I love to dreaming. And maybe i can fulfill my dream. And my dream university faculty is Business, Management, and International thingy. My dream job is working at United Nation. I hope God will answers all my prayer and hope, and my dream too.

I think because im all alone now, and have a lot of time, im blabbing about my dream, my things, my hobby, and i feel this is so weird. hahahaha. Maybe because im bored? Not really. Btw guys i still have a presentation that i haven't work it out, actually already but only the cover page huhu :p But i don't feel like ending this post. I still have a lot of things that i still want to let it out, let it go, by posting my stories in this blog. I know that my viewers is always increasing, but i don't know who you are. This is my new idea to know who you are. Simply write the comment in this post by saying your name. Hahaha but it doesn't necessary, isn't it? I love my silent reader better. You guys read my stories and then quit it. My blog is one of my personal diaries beside my best friends. But the negative is my Blog doesn't help my solving and healing my problem, but my friend does {}{} Actually my blog listen me too well, until many paragraphs, hundred post, and many years. Thank you blogspot :) You always listen too well. Thank you so much.

Bye guys, i still have a lot assignments to do. See you wanna see you :)

I Love You, xx

hey guysss!!!

hey guyyyyssss its been a long time. you know im getting busier these days. many school things. so depressed. but there's one assignment that made me happier as hell................... PROJECT MOVIES uyeaaayyy!!! i like it so much because im into making movies thingy. and then many homeworks to do. test. im shoooo crazy. but but school is getting fun, yeah. hmm actually school is tiring, i put a little sarcasm at my last opinion haha.

now i keep scrolling at my twitter timeline. actually i really miss the old time with my bestfriends!!!! it is so damn awesome i cant even. and then and then when people starting to annoyed and insult me, thats the best one!!!

now im stu-dying math with my dearest alya meutia {}{} byeee guyssss hope to see ya soon :*