Haaaaai guys its been a while. Actually only a week. hahaha. I have a lot of things to shared.... Many various things.

First of all i want to shared is about #SS4INA. Precious moment. I cant even scream or barely talk about it. I was sooooo incredibly lucky, to get the super vip part, right in front of the stage. I can see everything and not getting tired. And you must know!!! When Kyuhyun right in front of me, i gave him a love hand gesture while screaming his name, and then he see me, nodded at me, and gave his hand to me from a far. He looked at my eyes, he smiled. Oh my precious moment. I miss him sooooo much even tho i didn't like him much as before, but its okay, i like him. And then the other moment is seeing them singing and perform live in front of me is too much, and make my heart fluttered a lot. I hope God give me another lucky chance to meet them again personally and get their autograph hihi :)

And of course the other best moment in my live is seeing EXO-M perform. Im the HUGE fan of them. Too in love with them. Forever love them even before they are debuting. I wait them from last year, and then yesterday i already met them LIVE. God loves me. EXO is perfect guy. They always perform their best with skillful voice while they singing and then the choreography is so great and cool oh my these people are perfect. Seeing my baby Luhan is great, seeing my perfect husband Kris is more great, and then loving all the other member. I want to meet EXO-K too :( i want to meet all of SMTOWN family. The end of this topic.

Lately im TOO into school. Just being honest. I always do all the exercises faster than ever... Studying in all the break time... Getting more math lesson after school, and not playing around in the break time. I didnt even having a lunch or a little snack. Maybe that's why im soooo skinny these day. More skinnier. 50kg again. But my height is increasing. Now more than 172cm. Now you know how skinny i am now... right? :( and i dont know how to maintain this all yeah i want to be skinny but healthy skinny not like this yes skinny because didnt eat anything. Last week i never have a lunch or a dinner, and i keeping all my money. And i spend it all only for buying batteries for my suju's lightstick. This is pathetic but this is the truth huhuhu. Back to the problem, about school, yeah because i have to catch up all of the things so i can get a better score and getting high ratings. My mom have a high expectations on me, to get the first rank, better score than the other, get the best university with the best faculties, and i have to studying forever until i get that all. Insya Allah i get it all. I will trying extra hard to make my family proud of me and gave their 100% trust on me, because i believe that every achievement i made i will get a good payback :) it is not like i expecting a prize or something but i only want my parents trust me, that im not that kind of girl who bitching around, playing until night yeah something like that... And you know what i have an allergic when i smells smoke from cigarettes. I am more into playing laptop, blogging, instagram, laughing around with friends, skype with bestfriends, eating, watching tv and movies, listening to the music, and yeah thats all my hobbies actually hahaha lol. I want to try my best and get my best. Thats my motto. I think im not gonna have a boyf and yeah i think i want to study well until i finish high school. I want to play around but not too much. I just want to do my best to get UI-HI. Insya Allah. Amen.

Oh my... I didnt see the time. So sleepy. Its already 10 o'clock and i didnt realize it and yeah im sleepy already because school today is much tiring even tho theres no class today. I just got home at 4 o'clock in the afternoon then i ate my lunch then sleep while playing laptop. Its pathetic and forever alone and i know, but im proud of being myself all around, i believe that im not gonna take the wrong path of life, i will try to always positive thinking and working hard at my best. Thats my other motto i think, hahaha.

I Love My Life and i will dedicated my life to those who appreciated me, thank you guys, xo ♥