Thailand

Heyyyy guysss! Like the title, I'm going to THAILAND!! :D

Yeaaa it's not a holiday, but. 'Half' holiday hehehe, because I'm going there with my Student Council friend!!

You know what??? 2PM and Donghae of Super Junior is in taeguk (thailand in korean)!!!!!

Ohhh god I'm soooo crazy. Actually, imma crazy fangirl :p

Sooo I'm going to thai in 20 sept until 24 sept, and I'm going to the 2 school in there, and blablabla studying with teacher and blablabla and thennnnn..... SHOPPING :DDD

Wanna somthin to buy in there? Just ping me at 2207B98A andd @heydiandra :-p and don't forgot to give me the money guyss!!! Ehehehehe

Actually I'm online with my Gemini, soo its little hard to typing all things in my head, sooooo....


CIAOO!!! Byebye guysss seeya in Thailand :-DD

heyya!

heyya!! long tie no post^^

i actually forgot that i have to write the fanfic like i told ya b4, but im forgot T.T sowwyyyyy hahaha andd heyy is theres someone that still open my blog? hahaha i know that now the best website is twitter, but hey, its just 140 characters! but blog? you can write whatever until 100000000000 characters!! hehehehe i am sooo weird tonight :<

my life? hmmm im in my last class in junior high school, hffffft gonna miss my friends:/ its hard to be 9th grade because i HAVE to faced that the exam is coming, but i will pray to god for the help so i can do the test well :)

about my new class? hemmm... nothing to say because i didnt know them not really really well.... bute yea they nice to me :) but i really2 miss my friends on 8th grader, really really iss them :( its like that class is the best in my life..... but not like that too actually, because 7th grader is always the best too!!! and i will miss my jhs time... when i do somthin embarassing or funny or my stupidity.... :(

but there's times that my friend didnt care for me at all, and that's really make feel sad, because im trying hard for keeping my friends stay closed.... but theres some times that theyre getting faraway from me.....

im posting this post on the middle of the night and when my family is sleping, bcs i miss my blog :"( i need someone to chat with, "curhat", and tell her everything thats in my head, but i dont hv a friend like that :( sooo blogspot is helping me to refresh my head, thank god :-)



last word, sorry blogspot for the little post, im sad to leave you bcs im busy :( not lying :( and youre always and forever be my blog to chat with :) hehehehehe CIAO!!!! :P

bingung.

Gue bingung. Knp sih banyak bgt org yg gapunya perasaan?
Setelah apa yg gue usahain, setelah apapun hal baik yg gue kerjakan....

Pasti aja diremehin. Disia-sia in. Dan bahkan, skrg ini gue merasa ngga 'ditanggepin'

Mungkin..... Gue terlalu berharap.
Gue terlalu berharap bahwa gue aka disayangi atau semacamnya.

Ini bukan ngomongin cowo loh. Oh please maaf aja ya gue bukan tipe cewe yg bakal nangis kalo'crush' gue gasuka sm gue,atau diputusin, and blablabla.

Gue 'terkadang' berharap bahwa atas kebaikan yg gue kasi, gue bakal mendapatkan kebaikan kembali.
Yah, mau gmn lg, gue memang harus pasrah.

Dan satu hal yg paling gue takutin, adalah 'Kehilangan Temen'.
Kalo berhubungan dgn temen, gue bisa nangis.

Pengakuan ya, gue lebih sering menyendiri, dengerin lagu, sendirian.
Bukannya menjauh, tp gue merasa..... Kesepian.
Dan, gue selalu mendam perasaan.
Sampe terlalu dalem, makin dalem lg, terus, bahkan gaada dasarnya.
Itu yg sering bikin hati gue sakit. Rasanya sakit bgt. Ngerti nyesek kan?
Gue mikir, gue gabisa gini terus. Kalo dipendam terus rasa sedih gue, gue bisa sakit jiwa.
Sakit, ya sakit....

Kekurangan kasih sayang.

Gue butuh, pelukan temen, dan kata2 yg bisa bikin gue ngeluarin semuanya.
Memang, skrg gue gaada masalah smt temen.

Tapi, ttg keluarga gue.

Gue suka bingung, knp hidup gue kaya gini.

Yah, gue sih cuma bisa pasrah.

Maaf ya pembaca, tp gue butuh 'pelega' perasaan gue, yaitu blog ini.

Maaf ya my gemini, lo dipake buat nulis blog yg sangat panjang ini,
Tp gue tau lo bakal mau krn lo bantuin gue biar gue bisa seneng :D

Dan..... Untuk fanfic, mohon maaf rada ditunda, soalnya gue not in the mood.

Thanks,

Best Regards, Diandra398F

fanfic~

hey guys i just wanna tell you that i'm going to make a lot of fanfic in this blog. i'm gonna write a romantic love life, yeah something like that, so please check it out :) *i'm making this fanfic in my brain from 2 weeks ago!!*

yea guys i'm going to make a fanfic about you, kyuhyun, and yesung. a little bit sad story, but interesting story kekekekeke, it's about you were falling in love with kyuhyun, and he loves you back, and you guys are dating. but you choose Backstreet because you are scared that manager of kyuhyun will know. oooooh i forgot to tell you that you are SuJu Make Up Artist. and then, Yesung love you to because there's an accident that make he loves you............


for the next story.... PKEASE JUST OPEN MY BLOG:D

halla!!

yepp kawan-kawan semua, saya hanya ingin mengatakan bahwa saya benci sekolah.

abisan ada skandal bangsat anjing tai babi jingtotsu gitu deh, jd gue dihina-hina dannn di ejek-ejek.anjing ya sumpah gue muak banget, gakuat gue.

i'm hurt.

gue merasa useless. Gue merasa ditinggalin. Gue merasa ngga berguna. Gue merasa sakit hati.

That thing is kill my head like a shit. I'm depressed. How can this happen??? Omg. I'm not fit enough to go to that way. I'm so hurt right now. And i think no one care about me. Even my friends. Maybe i'm not good at making friends, but please, please, i need a lot of love from ppl. And 1 thing i know right now....


They leave me. All ppl leave

hey guys!

halo semua. Thanks ya yg masi baca atau liat blog gue!

Sekarang gue posting blog di hp gue. Now i'm listening to my sweety baby voice Cho Kyuhyun. Sumpah, cowo seganteng apapun di Indonesia gada yg bisa ngalahin gantengnya dia, sorry yea indonesian boys, and please, think before you speak :D haha kidding men. Little boring? Yes i am. I hate my school so much. its sooo shitting hell. Nilai gue membabi hutan, haha kaga juga sih sebenernya cuma di math sm ipa!!! Akh pelajaran sial itu bedua. Kampret.b