Sunday, May 8, 2011

for me its happen all the time.

Yep, hai all :)

I just finished every test... UN.. US... UP... All. I hope I can get a best score :) hooofttt.

I'm in a bad condition, really really bad. Idk why there's something bother my head, me heart.... Something's wrong. I know it.

Beside I don't have a school (yet), hey this is different. The feelings are different. Idk why this THING keeps bothering my head. I can't forget it. Everything I touch. Everything I see, everything I have, it reminds me. Always. To that thing. Everyday.

In this, late, night, I don't know what to do. I can't sleep, I can't think, I don't know. Maybe I'm going crazy.

I can't feel anything. Its like your body without anything on it. Kopong. I feel nothing. I wonder about the one I thing about is... "What's on his/her head?" I keep thinking about it.

I'm sorry I post something trashy, but this i how I feel. Blogspot is my personal diary, but can read by some people. I feel that my blog is my only friend at night, that I can share something about "something", yuppp I can't tell you specifically about my problem, I just can't reveal it....

These day I keep watching sad movies, slow songs, thinking about nothing, daydreaming.... Oh how stupid I am. Maybe I just wasting time doing nothing, beside that, I SHOULD STUDY FOR 70 TEST. Why can I think about that days days days months months year year ago??? *hiperbola* hem stupid me.
but u know lah I'm a lazy ass kid... I'm study based on my moods. If its good, the I'll study. If its not... Then I'm gonna playing laptop, skype-ing with friends, shopping, swimming, doing crazy things, laughing out loud with sister, eating, party, and MORE!!

And the conclusion is : I must forget that thing.

Kay bye.

Monday, April 11, 2011

getting closer and i'm going crazy.

Hi everybody, this is diandra speakingg and as the title, I'm going crazy.

Ya know, it's H-14 National Examination. But I haven't prepare anything perfectly.

I just past the School Exam, and the score is... Great laah, but I think its not too good, but its nice! *random*

For the practical exam... Hemmm okayla :D:D wekeke I'm hiding the truth :p:p

dear my reader... Thank you so muchy muchy for reading my blog! It seems that a great happiness is coming when I know that many people were reading my blog :):) 200 viewers in a week?? WooooHoooo!

I think this is gonna be my one of the last post before I ended up my position at 'Al-Azhar01 JHS student', and actually, imma bit sad. I can't leave the people i love, the class, the desk, my friends of course. Its gonna be hard for me, I think.

Eventho I'm going to school in alpus again, it's just feels different. My friends changes, my class, my teacher, all different.

I'm in a middle of a stress week (month, actually), sooo its gonna be really really hard for me. Finding the school, many test, many exam, there's a lot of things that live in my mind. About friends, school, family, problems, score, money,and a looot of crazy little thing (called love :p) ----> that's a movie guys :p

Of course I know that I'm imperfect, nothings perfect about me at all, I just feel the same with the other. I am me, I'm beautiful me :-):-)

And there's one thing that I can't forget and let go even one second.... But I can't tell you, only my bestfriends know about it :p

Kaaay sooo this is my post, seeya later and have a great week everybodeeeh! Laffya

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

TOO PERFECT COUPLE.



they are the perfect couple on this universe, and dont ask me who's them. because they're angel from heaven :'):'):')

Saturday, March 19, 2011

homealone and crazy.

yap sekarang, sesuai judul, gue lg sendirian dirumah.
booooringgggg.

im in my practical exam, its sooo tiring-_- and hell yea i dont understand abt physics and biology practical exam :-( buttt i get a 100 marks on my IT test! wooohooo!

anddd my semester VI test score is really nice :) yea i got a lot of 80-90 score but my maths score is still ugly as a duck in the hell!/random.

and for your information... maybe this is a sad news for me but okelaaa, "ALPUS1 DIDN'T ACCEPT ME AS THEIR STUDENTS". they-not-accept-me. i know but im a lil bit stupid but PUHLEASEEE ACCEPT ME! you dont know how it feels like didnt have a school (yet-_-). so im gonna get a good score on UN, and being a student in..... *jengjengjengjeng* SMAN 70!!! (aminnnnn). yea thats my plan for high school thingy, and if i am still NOT ACCEPTED.... then i choose alpus3. *damn i hate this crazy life*

YOU KNOW WHATTTT? my kartul is finisheeeeddd damn i a freakingly so happy. but i havent made the presentation yet T.T huhhh lazy meee.

you must see this pict. the man beside of me (right one) is my boyf from south korea. HOOOH IM SO SO SO HAPPY :D



i know he's handsome~~~ i know he's handsome~~~ (crazy)

this pict is taken when my friends were swimmming in my crib! :)



anddd this pict is taken when we (9E) is taking a class photo!



kay thats all from me..... you dont know how TIRED you are in the 9 grade before you feels it yourself.

smooochy:*:*

Thursday, March 10, 2011

and then... and then... and then...

hi! longtime no seeyaaa!

im in the middle of stressing around, crazy-ing the exam and hell yeaaa i got a score that <90, and 45> :p *i am not gonna tell you specifically.*

and i'm in love with my class, 9E.
they are nice, crazy, full of laugh, understanding, and kind class.
and my THRINIVER2011! damn i love them all.
it's kind of "sad" facing the truth, that we'll going separate ways :"(

gonna miss you guuuys :(

this.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

HI 2011 :)

Test. First post in 2011 :)

LOLLL haha. Its february already. Time flies sooo fast.

Btw, 2 MONTHS TO NATIONAL EXAM.
1 MONTHS TO SCHOOL EXAM
3 WEEKS TO PRACTICAL EXAM

Let's die, shall we? :-)