crazy little things called Love

HOLIDAY IS ON BABYYYYY!

yaaap holiday is coming. this is uberrr greatttt! hi everybodeeeeeh lets have fun togethaaaa!

yap. ehem. lemme explain many things first.

i got many, many heartbreaking news these days. superrr heartbreak. about many things that i cant explain in my blogs bcs maybeeee someone gonna read it. although it was really awful, and im being crazy girl for maybe... 2 weeks? yap its super awful and i wanna kill myself because of someone just... php-ing me. maybe some people thinks that im too 'lebay' about that, but hey, i have a feelings. you guys don't know how it feels, to be me, the girl that... ahhhh stop it, it makes me cry even moooore.

and i have a really good news... I JUST GRADUATE FROM JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL! feels both sad and happy to leave you all guys.... and school... but i know that god prepare a lot of things for me in the future :):):) and i have a nice nem toooo!

AND YOU KNOW WHATTT.... ME, DIANDRA RIVANKA, IS ACCEPTED IN SMAN70 :'''''D ohhh god thank you so much for everything :"""D and actually i accepted in alpus3 too... but *bismillah* im not take it :) i feels that maybe moving into the new school is better... find a new friends, teacher, and place. i know that i will miss someone.... *sigh* but hey, its okay :) it will comeback to me if it really made for me :) i know it because i have waiting for 5 years, i know its little bit stressing me out, and im trying to forget it. i just wanna say that im gonna miss you so much :) thats it, nothing to say, nothing more.

hey everybody in 39, i will not forget our times together, when we laughs, when we cry, when we were in class, everything, specially for my best class everrr 9E, you guys are great! this thing *pointing to my head* will not forget many many crazy little things about you, i never ever never ever never ever forget how much i love you guys :") even tho i will have a many2 new friends in other school... but you guys my best :""") 7E,8F you guys too! you all my best pal too! damn this is so sad, but.... 'you' too. i never forget 'you'. dear 'you know who'. i never ever forget my feelings, and how much i've try. but it all doesn't work until the last... the only way to forget you is leaving you. i must learn to live without seeing you sitting in the class, laughing beside me and insulting me. thank you for this 5 years :) you made my whole life change in 5 years. i hope you will remember me as your.... friend :) errghhh this is soo sad and my tears is already falling down when i typing all this words.

w000t it feels great. really great when everything in my head were written down in my personal diary.

hmmmm actually i just got back to Jakarta from my summer holiday in Bali hihiiiyyy :D and maybe im gonna spending this last 3 weeks of my holiday in Singapore and Jakarta hmmmm but my original plan is going to Korea :( because of the timing didn't match AT ALL, sooo it maybe postpone until December or summer next year :-( huhhhh.

last word... Dear 39, i love you all. it will never change. You guys are my friends eventho maybe you hate me because of my behavior, and i wanna send you all a truck of 'sorry' :-( i still feel that you guys my best, boy or girl, tall or short, nice or annoying, fat or thin, everyone. I LOVE YOU. gonna miss you all :''')

and i cant wait for 29th June 2011, My Birthday, Hihi love you all {}<3:)

for me its happen all the time.

Yep, hai all :)

I just finished every test... UN.. US... UP... All. I hope I can get a best score :) hooofttt.

I'm in a bad condition, really really bad. Idk why there's something bother my head, me heart.... Something's wrong. I know it.

Beside I don't have a school (yet), hey this is different. The feelings are different. Idk why this THING keeps bothering my head. I can't forget it. Everything I touch. Everything I see, everything I have, it reminds me. Always. To that thing. Everyday.

In this, late, night, I don't know what to do. I can't sleep, I can't think, I don't know. Maybe I'm going crazy.

I can't feel anything. Its like your body without anything on it. Kopong. I feel nothing. I wonder about the one I thing about is... "What's on his/her head?" I keep thinking about it.

I'm sorry I post something trashy, but this i how I feel. Blogspot is my personal diary, but can read by some people. I feel that my blog is my only friend at night, that I can share something about "something", yuppp I can't tell you specifically about my problem, I just can't reveal it....

These day I keep watching sad movies, slow songs, thinking about nothing, daydreaming.... Oh how stupid I am. Maybe I just wasting time doing nothing, beside that, I SHOULD STUDY FOR 70 TEST. Why can I think about that days days days months months year year ago??? *hiperbola* hem stupid me.
but u know lah I'm a lazy ass kid... I'm study based on my moods. If its good, the I'll study. If its not... Then I'm gonna playing laptop, skype-ing with friends, shopping, swimming, doing crazy things, laughing out loud with sister, eating, party, and MORE!!

And the conclusion is : I must forget that thing.

Kay bye.

getting closer and i'm going crazy.

Hi everybody, this is diandra speakingg and as the title, I'm going crazy.

Ya know, it's H-14 National Examination. But I haven't prepare anything perfectly.

I just past the School Exam, and the score is... Great laah, but I think its not too good, but its nice! *random*

For the practical exam... Hemmm okayla :D:D wekeke I'm hiding the truth :p:p

dear my reader... Thank you so muchy muchy for reading my blog! It seems that a great happiness is coming when I know that many people were reading my blog :):) 200 viewers in a week?? WooooHoooo!

I think this is gonna be my one of the last post before I ended up my position at 'Al-Azhar01 JHS student', and actually, imma bit sad. I can't leave the people i love, the class, the desk, my friends of course. Its gonna be hard for me, I think.

Eventho I'm going to school in alpus again, it's just feels different. My friends changes, my class, my teacher, all different.

I'm in a middle of a stress week (month, actually), sooo its gonna be really really hard for me. Finding the school, many test, many exam, there's a lot of things that live in my mind. About friends, school, family, problems, score, money,and a looot of crazy little thing (called love :p) ----> that's a movie guys :p

Of course I know that I'm imperfect, nothings perfect about me at all, I just feel the same with the other. I am me, I'm beautiful me :-):-)

And there's one thing that I can't forget and let go even one second.... But I can't tell you, only my bestfriends know about it :p

Kaaay sooo this is my post, seeya later and have a great week everybodeeeh! Laffya

TOO PERFECT COUPLE.

they are the perfect couple on this universe, and dont ask me who's them. because they're angel from heaven :'):'):')

homealone and crazy.

yap sekarang, sesuai judul, gue lg sendirian dirumah.
booooringgggg.

im in my practical exam, its sooo tiring-_- and hell yea i dont understand abt physics and biology practical exam :-( buttt i get a 100 marks on my IT test! wooohooo!

anddd my semester VI test score is really nice :) yea i got a lot of 80-90 score but my maths score is still ugly as a duck in the hell!/random.

and for your information... maybe this is a sad news for me but okelaaa, "ALPUS1 DIDN'T ACCEPT ME AS THEIR STUDENTS". they-not-accept-me. i know but im a lil bit stupid but PUHLEASEEE ACCEPT ME! you dont know how it feels like didnt have a school (yet-_-). so im gonna get a good score on UN, and being a student in..... *jengjengjengjeng* SMAN 70!!! (aminnnnn). yea thats my plan for high school thingy, and if i am still NOT ACCEPTED.... then i choose alpus3. *damn i hate this crazy life*

YOU KNOW WHATTTT? my kartul is finisheeeeddd damn i a freakingly so happy. but i havent made the presentation yet T.T huhhh lazy meee.

you must see this pict. the man beside of me (right one) is my boyf from south korea. HOOOH IM SO SO SO HAPPY :D



i know he's handsome~~~ i know he's handsome~~~ (crazy)

this pict is taken when my friends were swimmming in my crib! :)



anddd this pict is taken when we (9E) is taking a class photo!



kay thats all from me..... you dont know how TIRED you are in the 9 grade before you feels it yourself.

smooochy:*:*

and then... and then... and then...

hi! longtime no seeyaaa!

im in the middle of stressing around, crazy-ing the exam and hell yeaaa i got a score that <90, and 45> :p *i am not gonna tell you specifically.*

and i'm in love with my class, 9E.
they are nice, crazy, full of laugh, understanding, and kind class.
and my THRINIVER2011! damn i love them all.
it's kind of "sad" facing the truth, that we'll going separate ways :"(

gonna miss you guuuys :(

this.