heeeey guys its been a long time.
thankfully i get a good times these day at school. there's something bothering me but that's okay. its November already. time sure flying very fast. this year i have been in many troubles, many heartbreak, being lied, and many more. there's a lot of positive and good times too of course. yep its complicated. I'm trying to just looking forward but its just hard.
how is it like? for being lied by someone that you trusted A LOT? im in this situation. i just cant believe it when i know the truth. its just awkward. after all the things that i said... omg. its very mean. very very mean. dont even think that you will keep my feelings as good as before like theres nothing change. its YOU that dont have 'a feelings. you're trying to understand me as much as you can but in the back you don't wanna tell me anything and you keep the fuck up so you think that you can't hurt me and you think that you can maintain my feelings. nope, it doesnt work. sorry. but i already know everything. even if you just have that feeling for a short time, but hey, im your friend. you cant do that to me. i trusted you. :"(
hehe. there's an private talk in this post. thats what im thinking these days. its just very... heartbreaking. but im okay :D
i love my friends so much and i really appreciated them. maybe i said something that isn't good but actually i said that just to be more closed with you guys. i never want to hurt you all even if im hurt because of your words to me. ive always forgive you no matter what happen because i love you all. dont even try to think that i hate you, never. i never hate someone in my life because i always forgive my closed friends. i cant hate my friend. its okay of you wanna hate me or hurt me, karma does exist. theres always a friend that speaks like a trashcan and very harsh, yes i hate it, but i never said anything. i keep it all in my heart. i really don't wanna say something that can hurt you guys, i just can hurt myself. im trying to be understandable but there's always a bunch of people that think negatively of me. i wanna say thank you to those people that always understand me and very nice to me, people that can appreciate me as their friends, give me shoulder to cry on, giving me hug, never used me, and never lie to me whatever it takes. :)
many exams. omg. my head going to explode. many homeworks. like hell. okay guys its meeee posting on the blog and i have to doing my hw. november is sh^t
xo
thankfully i get a good times these day at school. there's something bothering me but that's okay. its November already. time sure flying very fast. this year i have been in many troubles, many heartbreak, being lied, and many more. there's a lot of positive and good times too of course. yep its complicated. I'm trying to just looking forward but its just hard.
how is it like? for being lied by someone that you trusted A LOT? im in this situation. i just cant believe it when i know the truth. its just awkward. after all the things that i said... omg. its very mean. very very mean. dont even think that you will keep my feelings as good as before like theres nothing change. its YOU that dont have 'a feelings. you're trying to understand me as much as you can but in the back you don't wanna tell me anything and you keep the fuck up so you think that you can't hurt me and you think that you can maintain my feelings. nope, it doesnt work. sorry. but i already know everything. even if you just have that feeling for a short time, but hey, im your friend. you cant do that to me. i trusted you. :"(
hehe. there's an private talk in this post. thats what im thinking these days. its just very... heartbreaking. but im okay :D
i love my friends so much and i really appreciated them. maybe i said something that isn't good but actually i said that just to be more closed with you guys. i never want to hurt you all even if im hurt because of your words to me. ive always forgive you no matter what happen because i love you all. dont even try to think that i hate you, never. i never hate someone in my life because i always forgive my closed friends. i cant hate my friend. its okay of you wanna hate me or hurt me, karma does exist. theres always a friend that speaks like a trashcan and very harsh, yes i hate it, but i never said anything. i keep it all in my heart. i really don't wanna say something that can hurt you guys, i just can hurt myself. im trying to be understandable but there's always a bunch of people that think negatively of me. i wanna say thank you to those people that always understand me and very nice to me, people that can appreciate me as their friends, give me shoulder to cry on, giving me hug, never used me, and never lie to me whatever it takes. :)
many exams. omg. my head going to explode. many homeworks. like hell. okay guys its meeee posting on the blog and i have to doing my hw. november is sh^t
xo
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